afirox07's Journals on Buzznet http://afirox07.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[Goodbye]]> http://afirox07.buzznet.com/user/journal/1724851/ im truly going to miss u all. i have just decided my time here is up, (sounds like ima commit suicide)

i rele will miss Kennedy, Bridget, Mira, Ricky, Mikey, Daniel, Ali, Ricardo, and so many more of you.

i said i wouldent follow in David's footsteps by leaving, but unfortunately i am. i have got to go. i cant be here any longer.

i mean, this just sucks!! Life has been unfair lately, i cant take this any longer.

i dont know what to do with myself, i am a complete mess.

I rele will miss each and everyone of you, and those who i didnt get to talk with, im sure u wouldent have wanted to waste ur time on me anyways.

This is the Last Goodbye

eMiLy

]]> Buzznet afirox07 2008-01-26T11:49:00Z <![CDATA[Dear Diary 1]]> http://afirox07.buzznet.com/user/journal/1204781/ MOOD: undecided

yea today was an alright day. i mean it could have been better and all. Ughh all i have to say is if David ever comes back on buzznet, i want him to know its not my damn fault and its his. like why is he telling everyone i screwed the relationship up? what the hell did i do to deserve this? he doesnt know how alone i am feeling right now. he just left buzznet and blamed it on me, when i thought everything was fine. if i said something im sorry. but other than that why should i be sorry for nothing? its so strange...*sighs* lets see if i post a much happier journal tomorrow. =]

emily

]]> dear diary Buzznet afirox07 2007-10-26T16:22:00Z <![CDATA[LOVE]]> http://afirox07.buzznet.com/user/journal/1118071/ 10/08/07

MOOD: SAD SAD SAD

i am really not sure what to think at the moment.just the fact that i feel so betrayed by the ones i loved.my friend david on here...well he was in a way more than a friend, just completely forgot about me and left me here alone in the cold (okay that sounds pretty dramatic). so its like now what?he totally left buzznet FOREVER and all i can do is miss him alot.i dont know what is going on right now.then me and my BEST FRIEND alex are fighting.WHY??? because she went to homecoming with my ex boyfriend erek and even is dating him now.guess who i went to homecoming with?? my friend ethan who "felt bad for me". im so sad, so alone.i dont know what to feel or how to think.im sad.i dont know. i am tired of doing this : WHY DO WE TRUST PEOPLE WITH OUR HEARTS WHEN ALL THEY DO IS BREAK THEM?????

emily.

]]> im so fucking sad Buzznet afirox07 2007-10-08T19:29:00Z <![CDATA[POEM thingy]]> http://afirox07.buzznet.com/user/journal/840341/ i cant remember where i saw this but i read it somewhere cuz i know i didnt make this up....

 

I USED TO LIVE MY LIFE

NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO

I JUST REALIZED

I WAS LIVING IT FOR YOU

 

isnt this so cute??????? i luv it.... =]

i think any boy or girl who has a bf or gf would luv this !!!

]]> Buzznet afirox07 2007-08-15T15:53:00Z <![CDATA[AFI]]> http://afirox07.buzznet.com/user/journal/840321/ im bored so im just writing things!! and i luv AFI !!

and davey havok

hes hot and talented

]]> Buzznet afirox07 2007-08-15T15:52:00Z <![CDATA[David]]> http://afirox07.buzznet.com/user/journal/840201/ this guy is my bff!! i luv him to death!

he UNDERSTANDS me like no one else

he CARES for me like no one else

he LISTENS to me like no one else would

he means so much to me....hes so sweet

he has a buzznet its xxemoboy14xx

ADD HIM IF U WANT TO KNOW JUST HOW SWEET HE IS!!!

if ur reading this david, i luv u so much! thnx 4 helping me thru my tough times

 

]]> david Buzznet afirox07 2007-08-15T15:38:00Z